i hate to walk behind other people's ambition
i saw you waiting
saint like
with your warning
leave alone
you don't belong here

i dream
don't know what you mean
panic called you out and took you in
giving you an easy game and letting you win

i'm absent and numb from shock
reaching around for the hands of the clock
should've lied

cupid's trick comes
down to shake and deal
the stupid kick that makes me real
should've lied

& it was then that I realized death was only half as far away as usual.

Any fool can think of words that rhyme
Many others do
Why don't you ?
Do you want to ?

[1/16/2003 6:37:12 PM | Raul Guerrero]
& life was what I made it so what if death resides here with us it makes life more rewarding
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& life wads what I made it so what if death resides here with us it makes life more rewarding

I got people peekin' at the secrets I'm keepin' deep inside my soul. I am a simple man with a simple goal of trying to provide for what's mine but time & again I find so called friends tending to pass judgement upon me. Who are you to pry at the info stored behind my mind's eye? Live & let die is how I feel one should live this lie. Why do I always seem to end up playing the bad guy? I promised myself I wouldn't cry so I won't but don't think for a second that you have one even if I am the one holding the smoking gun for my tenure here has only just begun.

[1/15/2003 6:55:20 PM | Raul Guerrero]
I got people peekin' at the secrets I'm keepin' deep inside my soul. I am a simple man with a simple goal of trying to provide for what's mine but time & again I find so called friends tending to pass judgement upon me. Who are you to pry at the info stored behind my mind's eye? Live & let die is how I feel one should live this lie. Why do I always seem to end up playing the bad guy? I promised myself I wouldn't cry so I won't but don't think for a second that you have one even if I am the one holding the smoking gun for my tenure here has only just begun.

I got people peekin' at the secrets I'm keepin' deep inside my soul. I am a simple man with a simple goal of trying to provide for what's mine but time & again I find so called friends tending to pass judgement upon me. Who are you to pry at the info stored behind my mind's eye? Live & let die is how I feel one should live this lie. Why do I always seem to end up playing the bad guy? I promised myself I wouldn't cry so I won't but don't think for a second that you have one even if I am the one holding the smoking gun for my tenure here has only just begun.

[1/14/2003 7:48:20 PM | Raul Guerrero]
I got people peekin' at the secrets I'm keepin' deep inside my soul. I am a simple man with a simple goal of trying to provide for what's mine but time & again I find so called friends tending to pass judgement upon me. Who are you to pry at the info stored behind my mind's eye? Live & let die is how I feel one should live this lie. Why do I always seem to end up playing the bad guy? I promised myself I wouldn't cry so I won't but don't think for a second that you have one even if I am the one holding the smoking gun for my tenure here has only just begun.

I got people peekin' at the secrets I'm keepin' deep inside my soul. I am a simple man with a simple goal of trying to provide for what's mine but time & again I find so called friends tending to pass judgement upon me. Who are you to pry at the info stored behind my mind's eye? Live & let die is how I feel one should live this lie. Why do I always seem to end up playing the bad guy? I promised myself I wouldn't cry so I won't but don't think for a second that you have one even if I am the one holding the smoking gun for my tenure here has only just begun.

RAZ